Tuesday, March 01, 2011

if only you felt the same way.

i don’t know what it is about you. maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. it could be the way you say the right things at exactly the right time. but whatever it is, i just want you to know that it means everything to me.

I want you to fall for me so hard, that you become scared to lose me. I want you to dwell in my existence; where a day without me would feel incomplete. I want you to fall as hard for me, as I’ll fall for you. I want you to remember me always, and I want you to chase after me when I push you away. I want you to pull me back when I’m trying to leave. I want to feel the reflexes of my own words. I want you to keep me grounded when I’ve done wrong. I want you to be relentless. I don’t want any constrictions in my chest, but the bones that shapes our interest. I want you to fall so hard for me, that you realize you’ve never even felt this way about someone before.  And if I left, I would want every thing we ever shared to make you remember me. I want all the things we did, said, and never got to; to make you remember me by. I want to know you’ll fall so hard for me that if a song we shared came up on the radio; it would make you have this sudden sharp pain in your chest. And in those fleeting seconds, I hope you know how much you fell for me and how you can’t live without me. I hope then, you’ll come chasing after me.  It’s selfish I know, but I want to be the only one you have your eyes on. I want to be the only one you actually fell for. I actually want to be the one you end up with. I want to know you’ll fight for me.

you gave me feelings that i never thought existed

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